ThiS guY........

soo there's this guy.. and he totally has my heart.
after many failed relationships, i had totally given up on love. after my previous situation in finding out my ex liked boys, i was extremely closed off to even getting involved with anyone my freshman year in college.
you always hear people say don't rush getting into a relationship..just wait...it'll happen...but my theory is: you can't put a time on love...when its there and its happening you have to go with the flow...
so when i met my now boyfriend...i really wasn't sure if i was ready to committ. BUT that soon changed when i began to open my eyes and realize that this guy was amazing. although we have different views on how we met, the day that we locked eyes, my life was changed forever....
i've never experienced this feeling.. waking up every morning and knowing that there's someone out there who cares about you besides the people that are supposed to (i.e your parents, siblings, and other family members)..
for the first time in my life, i'm experiencing, what i like to call, "mutual love." when there's no question how much in love THE BOTH of you are with each other..
and being with this guy has helped me to realize that love isnt always flowers, cards and candy..but just laying in the bed all day with him, holding each other, laying on his chest at night, watching him sleep, listening to him talk, watching the way he walks, and so on is just as romantic in itself. i love him. he completes me...
when im feeling at my worse or when 'my monthly friend' is in town, he understands what im going through and is willing to do/give me anything i need.
i love this guy. i honestly don't know what life before was like without him and i cant imagine a life after him...
he's so incredible.my hero.my everything.my boo.my king. the reason why i smile.my #3 1/2 protector (after God, my father, and brother of course) but all i know is i love this guy.....
thanks baby for making feel like a queen...
I LOVE YOU.