understanding...

....reminds me of a song "understanding" off b2K's debut album...

how much is too much?? how far is to far??? does it mean anything?? maybe im overreacting??? when u love someone how understanding should u really?? well not sooo understanding that u're being walked on, messed around on, or even Cheated on :-(

being understanding does NOT equal being naive....it just means that both u and your partner on on the same page with things....

but what if your not??? what if what u think is one thing and he thinks another??/ well get it together... its what being in a relationship entails...being open...honest....COMMUNICATING...and not being deceptive or LYING! (cuz that's even worse...)

i've settled in my mind that what goes on in the dark will be revealed in the light...

so dont be oblivious...TRUST him...never let him question your trust... (it hurts and doesnt feel go0d), becuase without trust u have NOTHING....

just a thought......

absence???

....they say it makes the heart grow fonder...im a believer of that...
sometimes it can be heartwrenching though to hear words like, "im leaving", "this place isnt doing anything for me"....
sometimes you just have to be understanding to the fact that you gotta do what you gotta do...
all in all it makes me that much better of a person.. stronger of a person.. much wiser of a person...but when you love him its hard sometimes...saying goodbye or see ya later...HURTS... you cry when u miss him.. but after the tears you know its still a while before you reuinite...
but im here and i aint going nowhere.. even from miles and miles away....the lOve will always BE...you and me will always be you and me.....
i love u.

~amor vincit omnia~

History: The Latin phrase “Amor Vincit Omnia” translates as “love conquers all,” a motto known to all English Literature students as the one engraved on the brooch worn by the Prioress in Chaucer’s Canterbury Tales. The full quote from the Roman poet Virgil’s Ecologues X, 69 dated to 38BC is “Omnia Vincit Amor et nos cedamus amori” or, “love conquers all; let us too, yield to love!” Genuine, Museum --------------------------------------------------------------------♥

simple actually. love conquers all....

nobody said it would be easy..but we gotta do what we gotta do..put on our best foot and step forward. :-)

im so in love with this guy.i cant get enough...its more than his beautiful chocolate skin.or the way his lips softly press against mine.its more than his swag.that ladies/fellaz cant get enough of.its more than his hot body.(mmmm mmm good!!!) and so much more than the way he looks into my eyes and i know the love is mutual...

its the times when i dont do the things i should've.or the incidents when i could've done somethin different. its the times when i get a little crazy and need to be put back on track..its the time when faith.committment.trust.and everything that makes up a relationship is tested....those are the times..

but inspite of.. u know what?? he still loves me.. and not becuase of the way that i dress. my big brown eyes.. not even my cute little booty or the way i rub him all the way to sleep.. but just the times when we have to re-evaluate and simply tighten things up a little...

I LOVE HIM....and im not letting him go for anyone/anything.....

guess musiq soulchild was writing a song for me on the low...."teachme"/// cuz i'M mos definitely being taught....its not always easy but its worth every second.......

kisses to u... u know who u are.

FiRsT laDi obama??

OK...so let me just start off by saying that michelle obama is pretty cool in my book...

on the View today, the re-ran the segment with michelle obama... i missed it the first time, but i'm so glad that i got to catch it this time... she's super cool. i mean she's so down-to-earth..and has great composure for someone who quite possibly could be our next first lady. i thought it was especially cute when she started off the show by joking about the famous "hand bump" she gave to her husband the night he clinched the democratic presidential nomination. she gave credit to her senator obama's young campaign workers and coined it the "new high five"....

i loved how she strayed away from talking so much about her views on policy and her own law career, but described herself as a mother and a wife... it was a sort of realness to her that i embraced.. and (can totally get with)...LOL

the ladies even talked about pantyhose and mrs. obama mentioned she stopped wearing them a long time ago...she showed a warmer, personable side even go as far to say she cooks bacon for breakfast. :-) ...often compared to jackie kennedy for her youthfulness and sense of style, her personality was reflected as very approachable and kindhearted....

i loved this.....she's a great role model..

im anxious to see what the future holds for her and her family (wink ;-0)

ThiS guY........

soo there's this guy.. and he totally has my heart.
after many failed relationships, i had totally given up on love. after my previous situation in finding out my ex liked boys, i was extremely closed off to even getting involved with anyone my freshman year in college.
you always hear people say don't rush getting into a relationship..just wait...it'll happen...but my theory is: you can't put a time on love...when its there and its happening you have to go with the flow...
so when i met my now boyfriend...i really wasn't sure if i was ready to committ. BUT that soon changed when i began to open my eyes and realize that this guy was amazing. although we have different views on how we met, the day that we locked eyes, my life was changed forever....
i've never experienced this feeling.. waking up every morning and knowing that there's someone out there who cares about you besides the people that are supposed to (i.e your parents, siblings, and other family members)..
for the first time in my life, i'm experiencing, what i like to call, "mutual love." when there's no question how much in love THE BOTH of you are with each other..
and being with this guy has helped me to realize that love isnt always flowers, cards and candy..but just laying in the bed all day with him, holding each other, laying on his chest at night, watching him sleep, listening to him talk, watching the way he walks, and so on is just as romantic in itself. i love him. he completes me...
when im feeling at my worse or when 'my monthly friend' is in town, he understands what im going through and is willing to do/give me anything i need.
i love this guy. i honestly don't know what life before was like without him and i cant imagine a life after him...
he's so incredible.my hero.my everything.my boo.my king. the reason why i smile.my #3 1/2 protector (after God, my father, and brother of course) but all i know is i love this guy.....
thanks baby for making feel like a queen...
I LOVE YOU.

...disrespectful....

ugh... are females always attracted to what they can't have..or is it just me?? i dont understand why they cant just leave the ones that are IN A RELATIONSHIP alone...? i mean think about it...if u had a boyfriend and had to deal with females making inappropriate remarks/doing things just to be funny...how would that make u feel?? unhappy? yeah i know...its how i feel right now...it makes me feel crunchy/perhaps like an idiot for the simple fact that the "other chicks" completely surpass me and that fact that i am in a relationship with this guy, and swarm straight to him.STOP! back up.. he belongs to me.. how do u NOT understand that???honestly, i dont think it comes down to a jealous thing anymore, its merely a RESPECT thing.and i hate it when the script is flipped tho and guys make it seem like man she aint nobody...shes "just a friend"... or my favorite..OMG!. . .its like dont provoke it...all miserably single females want is attention.. and if they can get it from a "off the market" ni**a then they've won... and in the mean time im left feelin like... damn....any good girl understands that her man has friends that are girls... BUT she also understands that there's a line that shouldn't be crossed and when it is....then get ready to be questioned... or just nip it in the bud before the interrogations begin...but anyways.......

What?!?? She's Human??

Ooook. so the real world last nite... oh man oh man.....i have to say that i finally sat on the couch as i was watching thinking to myself , "man karma's a bi*tc*"...
Sarah...dude....get a freakin life...like seriously i've had it up to here. honestly to had no right to disrespect my dude nick.. Charles Barkeley?? is that the best can do? i do have to say, though, that it was nice to see a different side of sarah.. i mean she drinks???? No!!! she DRAAAANK! should we say slithered?? but anyway....what goes around comes around..
im glad that in this episode brittanie played it cool....see seems like someone i would wanna room with...(but i guess i have to stay tuned to next weeks episode...DRAMA!!!)....
OMG! brianna....girl can sang...i gotta give it to her...cuz she got it.. she might be sh**ing on some of these people already in the industry..(not gonna say any names...ashanti)...but the girl is extremely talented.. i mean i would download her musik. :-)
sooooo sad though....nick cries??? thats amazing that God sent him an angel like that branden kid...and then he just died.. like that... that part was mos def intense.. :-/
but further more... im really glad that real world season has kept me entertained..even without greg...im excited that the show is actually using its connections to help these kids do what they set out to do in the first place....mad props real world.. this season has made a "real world comeback" for me.....hope next ones even better......
im out...be back later....